Am I scared of my own mother?

Well, ever since I was seventeen my mother is been on my case to get a job. She yells and freaks out if I ask for something that involves money, saying she yells in my face, "GET A JOB!" With the job market now, it's really hard for a seventeen year old to get a job with no previous experience. Now, it's been about half a year now that I've been seventeen, still no job. She's taken away everything from me, including my freedom to go out with my friends. Yet, she doesn't yell when I tell her I'm going to the mall, because she thinks I'm going to pick up applications for jobs, when I've been looking everywhere. When it comes to me hanging with friends, I'm not allowed to go anywhere that involves them. Not even show at their door. Yet, my friends have nothing to do with my lack of being able to find a job. I'm asking this question because honestly I'm afraid to walk out the door without feeling like I'm going to be yelled at. Honestly, I feel like I'm trapped in my own house. Again, I've looked everywhere for a job and I filled a lot of applications and I'm still getting nothing. Am I the one that scared of myself or am I scared of my mother?